hey hey hey,
so I got this really good news but at the same time I got bad news so right now I have mixed emotions but yeah.. so we were supposed to be having finals this week and it snowed a lot. it reached almost 1.5 meters high which is really high amount in Jordan's opinion, we were cut off from electricity for 2 days and the snow was from Thursday till today and its not gonna melt anytime soon. anyway our finals are gonna be postponed till next year but thats okay because our Christmas break has finally begun and I don't have to study for finals because I already did do woot woot.  but the bad news is that a bunch of boys said im disgusting and I stick to my best friends I tried not to care but its still clinging at the back of my head. I mean you cant trust anyone these days, im supposed to be with my best friends 24/7 I mean why do you call them besties if you don't have a blast with them. I personally see my self as an okay figure and face I might need a nose job but I cant do it now im too young, Im not fugly and im not drop dead gorgeous im kinda in the middle.
but you should always say that people should take you the way you are or its their loss so yeah and don't change for anyone
loads of love, J xx

snow snow everywhere, & finals

hey guys,
im sorry i didn't post in like a really long time, but I'm seriously running out of time I'm so stressed out by finals. its snowing cats and dogs outside and everyone is stuck inside their houses so all you can do is sit and study for the mid-term finals.   i know your thinking OMG amman is a desert how is it snowing there but yeah its knee length or tall people and I'm like average short so yeah. anyway don't expect me to post this week hopefully friday night ill update you with my life. but one last thing i really hope a christmas miracle comes up and my ex leaves his girlfriend and starts liking me again, i know my imagination is wide but it wont stop meh
love you all
love J xx

hey guys, 

so im making  a list of what i want for winter like clothes 

and stuff, most people calk it the "sweater weather"

 which i do too but whatevs.  i wanted to tell you 

about christmas im so effing excited!!! for the turkey

 my mom and granny always cut it and for the cranberry

 sauce and the mashed potato and all of that! and 

for all the presents im gonna get ahhhhhhh!

 I hope i get a lot of sweaters because i just love sweaters i practically live on them so yeah thats me.  

 hope you have a lovely christmas too with lots of presents 

love, J xx

friends stay for a while, bestfriends stay for a year or two but sisters are there for a life time

        hey guys, im lovin the weather outside it has a cold breeze, but a lovely fresh smell. I desperately want it to snow on the last day of finals, im planning on having a sleepover with my friends and then it would snow and we would be locked up in her house for like a week. that would be so cool. my bestfriends more like sisters are Shima, Sarah and Farah. we have the greatest time together always laughing and all im gonna post a picture of us 4 so you can see how they look there all pretty and fabulous. Farah is a total fashonista she wont let any of us 3 wear something thats out of the fashion. Shima has advices for boy problems which really help ps: if you have any question tell me ill ask her for you and post t her.  im convincing her into making a blog so yeah.  Sarah says a lot of jokes and always haves fun.  she says all these weird words like cliche. there the best things that ever happened to me.
i hope all of you girlies out there have besties like mine.  remember to always have fun and remember yolo so try everything and never regret. oh and in the first picture it goes me, farah, shima, sarah and in the second shima, sarah, farah and me.
love, J xx

hey hey,
I want to tell you guys a bit about my summer so in my next blogs you'll keep up with my life.  so in the summer me and one of my four best friends and her cousin dated three of the hottest boys in our grade they were in a posy and they had a posy of girls they were like the "populars" of our grade. anyway they fought with the girls because they hanged put with us but no one knew that we were secretly all dating the 6 of us but on the third day of school everything went wrong and we broke up with them and now there being extremely mean to us and there bullying us my best friends cousin is friends with the girls of that posy so my three other best friends are always by my side and helping me.

lesson of the day: boys are dicks date them but don't go too far, always follow your heart and remember don't let the "populars" get in your way hang out with your friends ( my three besties, more like sisters but whatevs)
love, J xx